I can not kill this final flame

( As deep as the sky under my skin )

So it's been a long long time since I've done this (ignore the date-stamp on the entry, I changed it from November to April so the pictures could still appear to be in order).
I've had sub par internet for quite some time and thus haven't been able to actually post in here, so I'm trying to get back in the habit of it, alas I have a lot of shit to catch up on in here, and I'm going to hafta get off my ass and do it.
But here's a quick post from spring, from the last time I did a week in my life (and it's shortly after we got our Pocket Beagle puppy Loki).

( There's nothing but pills and ashes underneath my skin )

We have since moved to a new house (well we moved on June 21) and Bree moved in (on 9/1) and we got married (same day). Loki (the puppy you met in this post) is currently 9 months old (in this post he was like 11 weeks or so). I'll post today's pictures tomorrow and you can see how our lives have changed since April.
I promise to post all the backdated posts as soon as I can. The internet has been working relatively well (we have no net here so I kinda hafta siphon it from our neighbor's wireless).

( Nothing is real but it's real if you want it to be )

( Why can't you turn and face me, you fucking disappoint me )

( For once in my life I'm scared of taking a chance and letting you inside )

( Angels bleed from the tainted touch of my carress )

( If I cut off your arms and I cut off your legs will you still love me anyway )

( Say hello to everything you've left behind; it's even more a part of your life now that you can't touch it )

( Every day it's all the same, open my eyes, wake up in flames )

( If I could start again a million miles away, I would keep myself... I would find a way )

( I want to hold you close, soft breasts, beating heart. As I whisper in your ear- I want to fucking tear you apart )

( I know I can't stay here too long cuz I can't go a week without doing wrong )

( In my dreams it's always there; the evil face that twists my mind and brings me to despair )

( I'll possess your body and I'll make you burn )

( Sing with me in the gasoline choir )

( I can not grow old in Salem's Lot )

( Her memory still lingers because I burnt all my fingers )

( Some days it's not worth trying... she gets so sick of trying )

( When I turn they stare at my back )

( The sun may rise in the east, at least it settles in a fun location )